Monday, May 15, 2006

All I need is you
Come please I'm callin'
And oh I scream for you
Hurry I'm fallin'

Heaven's gates won't open up for me
With these broken wings I'm fallin'
And all I see is you
These city walls ain't got no love for me
I’m on the ledge of the eighteenth story
And oh I scream for you

Come please I'm callin'
And all I need from you
Hurry I'm fallin'


i realised that i never really liked you as a person.
you were just different towards me, due to your incredible desperation.
Desperate.
yes, that's an insult, in your face.
the only apology i can accept is a total character transformation.
so it probably means that i won't be accepting any apologies.
i, for one, am sorry about the way you turned out. i should have changed you. it's not even my job, but i was nice enough to give my everything.
yes, i promised to accept you the way you are. but you weren't you around me.
you are one sad person.
good luck on finding acceptance.
and get a life, while you're at it.
im not usually such a bitch.
i made an exception for you.
as i always do. (:

grawh, that felt good. hah today was mostly a load of crap. math was screwed man. i kind of blanked out while doing the first qn. and so i never finished it. but i did the rest. ai im not gonna rant about how screwed it was le cause there's nothing i can do about it now!

after chinese, which was thankfully better than math, was the english thingy. i gave myself 28/40. i was a bit lenient while marking my summary. >< but all in all, i suppose retest might be a good idea after all. blessing in disguise indeed. x) after that, yen, wanxiu, wenda, valerie, shihui and and and that VERY NICE CHIO GIRL WHO WAS FROM ST NICKS! (sry i forgot her name ><) and i went for lunch at bk. i was mostly bitching to shihui about some people. like doh. i bitch about that person every day. then they decided to go great world city. and the cockroach and i stoned at bk for some time, before deciding to go also. by which time they had left! >< then stewpid cockroach person said great world city's in orchard and i was like huh really ah ok. so we caught the next chartered bus there.

and we kind of walked around great world city and stoned a lot there. then yen, xiu, wenda, val, and the nicechiogirl decided to leave. so shihui and i went to ben & jerry's to buy icecream. and then we were like looking at all the flavours, and i was deciding between cherry garcia and dublin mudslide. and there was this guy behind the counter looking kinda awkward so he finally asked shihui something like "may i help you?" then shihui immediately turned to me and said "what flavour you want" or something like that. and i didnt really realise why she turned to me la but you see, the reason is that the guy was like damn damn hot?! i didnt realise he was that shuai until she turned around and mumbled "he's damn hot". as in before that i just kind of didnt dare look at him cuz, yeah he had stunning eyes. so while he was scooping icecream i observed that he was actually damn hot. hah shihui didnt dare look at him cause she said she would freak out. so being the brave girl that i am, i bought the icecream.

hot. his smile can really melt hearts. oh gosh. though im not the kind of person who would continually swoon over someone, yeah this person's exceptionally hot. and he isnt even angmoh la. i mean how often do you see a so-damn-hot-that-his-smile-melts-your-heart singaporean guy?! thats how ugly singaporeans are. haha i mean in western countries you see them all the time can. for more detailed descriptions of the damn hot guy, please approach the queen of cockroaches, goh shee fwee. or something.

stunning eyes. haha so after that we chartered back to orchard. then after walking around we ended up at lido. movies that i gotta watch: MI3, da vinci code, poseidon, voice, over the hedge. shit. so much to watch, so little time. tsk. xD xian joined us at lido! we were supposed to mug chem. sorry xian baby jaycelyn. i was damn distracted by something i know. sorry darling. i promise to teach you chem... nextime?! whenever youre free! but im not free the whole week ): sigh. cd concert on sat! chem SPA on friday!

BUT I SHAN'T STRESS MYSELF OUT TOO MUCH! like, totally cannot! that would be a pile of shit la if im stressed every day. which i am. so.... calculated my GPA for term one: 3.66. ((: mugging paid off big time! sadly, that score is bound to drop. term 2 hasnt been as smooth sailing. worse come to worse, my estimated term1+term2 GPA is around 3.4 something. shit. must get at least 3.5 in order to get a nokia 7370. must persevere for chem! argh. haha must not think about stressing subjects!

more about my day! xian arrived and we basically craupee-d. craupee-d looks so much better than CRAPPED right?? i mean it sounds so much more sophisticated. pronunciation: CRAW - PEED. as we were going down the escalator in lido, there were these 2 girls behind us with damn heavy american accents. so xian was starting to craupe about but i was like "eh! ting1 ta1 men2 jiang3 hua4" so we listened. and they were LIKE, totally slanging?! but of course, it's their natural accent. but it sounded SO BIMBO. and xian and i were trying to suppress our laughter. cockroach was too blur to listen. ha. so i started imitating them, which was, oh well, mean, but yeah i watch too many cartoo0onzXxSx. sigh then we had to go home already. what a day.

spectacular features. so hot. thanks cockroach and jaycelyn for cheering me up today. thanks everyone. really. i've too many problems ><. i want to see that person again. oh boy i bet he attracts a lot of female customers. he knows he's hot lor. he KNOWS it. that's why he keeps smiling and melting the hearts of schoolgirls. awww.

that's what you do when you're flawless. i'd do it too.
just keep smiling :DDDDDDDD

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